Generation Gap and Risk factors
Growing up is strange. Especially, if you keep growing up for a while and love the idea. I love being a kid (in character and ideas). I feel fresh and positive about things when i continue to acknowledge innocence in tasks and scenarios. But lately, the thought of becoming mature and realistic in decision making has been boggling life a lot. Having taken numerous risks in life both professionally and personally, i have felt that i consider "thoughtfully taking decisions based on excitement and probability" over the tried and tested.
At the same time, i also am prone to looking for reasons with-in myself than external factors. This was fine till today or say, didn't bring out any noticeable problems. All of a sudden, i see, how my decisions have disturbed the comfort level of certain people around me. I am suddenly questioned for my choices. However trivial the reasons be, i see a huge lack of understanding between me and my elders. Suddenly it seems difficult to bridge and i fail to act indifferent to it.
I suddenly find myself thinking of a comfortable decision for others than an exciting decision for self.
To an extent, i like myself for it but to a large extent, i don't know the implications of it.