..i asked her..

"mumma , didnt it ever happen to you that you were suddenly unsure,skeptical about every breath you take , every day you make..
Didnt the whys and whats of the enigmatic existence ever make you wonder .. wonder enough to question yourself?
Precisely, were not you ever lost...i mean REALLY LOST"

What i expected was a long explanatory answer, some stories...

Mumma said

"No kanna..All i ever did was to be on myself and never look at anybody as a need"

And i know i did not have to hear more...she DID it!!

Today aint the mother's day or my mom's birthday...
(This just flowed out of a 2 minute conversation with her after a long time!)

Some yearsback i wanted to write a small article on her and get it published in the reader's digest.....
I know, given a chance, i would do it even today!

There are some people whom you take to your life because of your association in terms of time and the natural relation you were born with... But i think she is in my life for reasons and influence far beyond that....

I cannot even put her as a friend,mentor and blah blah....

ROYALITY is what she stands for, if i have my definitions right! :)

Love you MOMsi!